Wherever i may be,
-You will still be a part of me.
Whatever i'm doing,
-You are never forgotten.
Whatever you do,
-Please don't loose faith.
Whatever the reason,
-Diss the idea that You're going to loose me.
Whenever you're are alone,
-I am mentally with you.
When you're in you're darkest moments
-I'll sit beside you, just to be a companion.
When you're cast aside,
-Fret not, i'm one them too.
When you feel neglected (by me)
-Remember i'm intangible.
When you are tearing,
-You are not alone.
[There is more than just these, perhaps i'll continue another time.]
You will know who YOU are.
Ansi hope you'll feel that these are true.
Cos she is the one.
The one friend, that made me discover what "fortune" feels like.
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 6/18/2003 01:07:00 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2003
links up again. Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 6/15/2003 11:22:00 PM
Queries.
It has been awhile since i last stepped in here
Great, the Big paper is over. Tension releases,
Then again, something reappeared.
You know, its gets rather fustrating.
When you had in mind that theres one thing
less to wonder about, another one tags along to take its place.
The queue never ends does it ?
Theres just so much i want to do,
yet unfortunately, time doesn't seem to allow me to acomplish them
Over it, yes indeed.
Earlier this year was when i've succeeded in doing.
Recently - hearing things from the sheep,
Indeed, i thought they were just the tales.
Till the the chalet, did i then discovered that it was a nightmare.
I've got to admit, the chalet was a good break away.
(Being home and half-heartedly glued to chinese texts,
going to bed with vague smile telling myself that perhaps..perhaps a miracle would happen)
The chalet, did brought me a tiny bit closer to those whom i have lost touch with.
Seeing them again was a bliss.
So knew about the change, others just realised it
Time to surrendered, just accepted the fact that its coming back
Every beat, thumped slower..as the the truth surfaced
It was all too sudden.
Something that I thought that would never reoccuur again.
Some teasing was going on. (which i didn't realise till the chalet was over)
Strange, this time i felt comfortable -Unlike before.
Not backing away, came upfront to the truth. Not needing a shelter.
Dusk approached.
The Room - filled with gags.
I'm the usual, it never does change. (Not just yet..)
The night kept it youth, i never did get tired of it.
I sensed your warm,solicitous actions.
How it did remind me of the long gone days.
being next to you, just wasn't the same.
Its been ages, since you last came that close.
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Its just a couple of days, so much has been rearranged.
Home only after 10, lingering around, bring with the glibbers and jovials.
A part of me wants this, yet the other yearns for that ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I might have guessed that it was the same old you.
Not being serious abt it, still blinded
Having the advantages, knowing i would reappear again
Reversal. It lies on me now.
In all the moments,
I kindly want to undo it
A little truth you know we all want to hide.
You used to make me wanna..
thats before
So much has happened in your absence
Well good ain't all that good's made out to be.
We're all crawling after something maybe,
I don't know if you're crawling for the wrong thing at the wrong time.
All the many times I've dreamed - to be a relipca of you
To walk in your shoes, to know what was it you wanted.
To know what filled your life.
Now, i wouldn't want to.
I've known some
Let that be enough.
All this time will take its toll on you
As the same it will on me.
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I can't help make you feel better, except feel sorry for you,
that must be insulting.
Right now, that the way i feel for you.
Some say, heaven's in your eyes, you might just be the one to help me recover.
Hard as i might to dig out that past.
Its going to take some time.
Will i ever return by to your side?
yes, only as a friend for now.
I don't think I'm what you want, things you do, are those that i don't.
You're heading for here, and but i'm there You said i've changed.
Thats the obvious,
How much and in what way
Thats what i wanna know.
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I feel stuck
Watching history repeat
No one is moved.
Put motion into souls once again...?
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Your eyes won't get to see this.
But there are chances,
That your ears would receive it.
# N.B : For those who has the least idea of what this post is about.
And if you really want to help, please let the teasing end here.
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 6/15/2003 02:15:00 AM
